Thursday, October 4, 2012
Thursday, July 5, 2012
About this Take-Home HIV Test....
#5 "Affordability"
Ok... so you have a take-home test but how affordable is it going to be? You expect people to drop $60 on a HIV test that they can get for free at the neighborhood clinic? Lets be real. Affordability is an ongoing problem in the world of health then they state that this test is going to run them that much. When people have the HIV tests blasted to them for free only a few use these opportunities. Now you think its going to get the people going when you tell them that its $60? People will drop $600 on an iphone before they get a FREE HIV test every 6 months now! But who listens to the little asian girl anyway right?
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#4 "Timing"
So if you are thinking about buying this take home HIV test, do you know what the time period is in order to test yourself correctly? One thing that health products have a hard time doing is EXPLAINING THINGS, so I wouldn't put it past the makers to forget key things that the public should know in their cute packets. Understand that most HIV tests diagnose HIV infection by detecting antibodies produced by the individual's immune system when they are exposed to HIV. However, it does take some time for enough of those antibodies to be present to be detected by the antibody HIV test. The time it takes for people to have produced enough antibodies varies; anywhere from 2 to 8 weeks or longer, with the average being about 25 days. Now, if that is something that is not explained in the instructions, you are going to have people buying this test the day after they have sex thinking that they don't have HIV, when their status is still questionable. So, if your timing isn't correct you just wasted approximately $60. So, proceed with caution.
#3 "Confidentiality"
You bought the test with a credit or debit card (just like 80% of the people that you know since we are too cool to carry cash these days) and now that shows up in your statement, on your bank statement, and the company knows who you are too. How confidential is that? Then, after you used the test, its in your garbage. Regardless of whether it is a positive or negative test your personal health information is just as important as your social security number. And most of the people that will use the test will just throw it in the garbage. I wonder if the makers thought about that.
#2 "Notification"
Ok maybe you have responses for my last 3 concerns but how will you control those people who don't notify their partner for HIV? When you test in a health facility they urge you or take control by notifying your current or recent partner that they should also get tested for HIV. But, if you give people the option to take it at home I am curious of the likelihood for them to call up their current or recent partner and say "Hey I have HIV". With the stigmas around HIV, I can imagine it would be difficult for one to notify someone they are not in a relationship with/casually involved with/ dating/ married to/(insert whatever relationship statuses you identify with). I've personally seen some people who are hesitant to notify their partner in a health setting so I can imagine what kind of hesitation would be involved if the only person who knows of their HIV status is themselves. It leaves too much leeway for the "no one has to know" factor. Not sure if that will be addressed in the take home HIV test package.
#1 "After Shock"
The final concern that I have regarding this issue is people and their initial reaction to a positive HIV test. People will most likely be in the privacy of their own home taking this test and what happens when they first find out they might have HIV? Most reactions of people who find out can range from shock to depressed to suicidal. How will we monitor that? The American Psychological Association talks about a case study that analyzed a possible correlation between HIV diagnosis and suicide. It showed that the rate of suicide attempts in their test population increased after diagnosis. Although this is a small test population its still leaves question as to how people will react after they find out they have HIV. What is the likelihood they will seek additional care? Will they be at risk for suicidal thought? Will there be resources included in this package to help prevent this? I don't know.
Part of my job is to analyze, question, understand, then improve so maybe I'm trained to look into this more than usual. But, this post was not intended for you to say "Eff the take home HIV test", but rather to think about these new products. You might think this is a good idea, but until my issues regarding this product have a solution, I'm not sold. People are quick to agree to things without questioning for themselves. Question to understand. And.. STOP waiting for this take-home HIV test to know your status.
A Nice lil throwback from 2007 that I'm listening to: Little Dragon - "Constant Surprises"
(sidenote I love Yukimi Nagano's voice!)
Saturday, May 5, 2012
"Fear the Angels in the City": Relay For Life....
It is not the critic who counts; not the man who points out how the strong man stumbles, or where the doer of deeds could have done them better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood; who strives valiantly; who errs, who comes short again and again, because there is no effort without error and shortcoming; but who does actually strive to do the deeds; who knows great enthusiasms, the great devotions; who spends himself in a worthy cause; who at the best knows in the end the triumph of high achievement, and who at the worst, if he fails, at least fails while daring greatly, so that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who neither know victory nor defeat.
I can never forget to Keep Striving.
Monday, April 30, 2012
2012: Year of The Come-up
Ok.... I have been waiting patiently to do this... A "Lets reflect on where I was a year ago" post. I was all fucked up a year ago. I lost EVERYTHING. My man left me because he was scared. I had nowhere to live because we were supposed to move in with each other. On top of that, I spent the last 2 months of my undergraduate semester sleeping on my homegirl's floor. (SIDENOTE: Seriously Brit, I am IN DEBT to you forever, I stayed in your house rent free at one of theeee lowest points in my life. You were there when I needed somewhere to live and you were right there when I was depressed. Now THAT is a homegirl forreal forreal. Anyways....) I had no more job prospects lined up because they were all on the west coast and I turned down everything on the east coast. I just got laid off from my federal job, no one was hiring, and I was nervous about graduating. Like. If I didn't pass that ONE class I wasn't graduating. Typical struggle for most but it was alot for me at one time. That was end of 2010/2011. Now let's talk about where I am now.
This was me THEN in 2011:
(Lol I feel like a fat commercial or something)
Even now my workout regimen is as follows:
Monday- Run the Ben Franklin Bridge, gym workout
Tuesday- Gym, pole dancing class
Wednesday- pole dancing class
Thursday- run the Ben Frankling bridge, gym
Friday- pole dancing class, yoga
Saturday- chill
Sunday- chill (and in some not lazy cases yoga)
"Cette Fois L'an Dernier": Breaking the Hiatus...
First things first. I don't trust people. I think most people will betray you at some point and I would rather be alone than risk it by trusting someone else. Its probably because of my upbringing but whatever, I'm working on it... I hate liars. I get really disappointed when people let me down. I think that people like to assume are all idiots... I find myself falling into the true virgo construct: lose interest as fast as I gain it. Whatever... Call it keeping up with the times. I take pride in the circle of the female and male friends that I have, I love each and every one of you. I think I have learned to confide in each of you alot more... I learned in this time that I easily get overwhelmed. When that happens, I break the absolute fuck down. I'm learning to control it. Eh... I learned that when I stop living for you, I start living for me. And that made me realize my worth. Ladies, when u try this it will be so liberating #Trust. Also, thank you jedi for that talk about being pragmatic in approach. I have been able to apply it to a number of things and it has helped me sooo much... I realized that I can't be scared anymore. Scared of what is and what isn't. That will impede my learning progress... I need to control alot of things mentally that I thought I could do by myself...
In the meantime, I'll be here waiting for my graduate school applications to be processed. Hopefully I get into my programs **crosses fingers***