Friday, November 27, 2009

The Innermost Randomness

I don't have anything specific to say... Just alot of random things in the back of my mind...

I secretly still want to do a post-baccalaureate program and go to medical school ---- I've literally made my way through the last 3 years of college by my paycheck and pure persuasion --- I turned down an internship with the FBI in New York City 2 years ago... I regret that --- I don't think I would ever date a celebrity or an athlete --- If energy drinks weren't made, I wouldn't have made it through college --- One of my dreams is to compete in a national track event, like Penn Relays, in the 800m representing my country, the Philippines --- Highly promiscuous women are getting "wifed up" by substantially good men and I have no idea why --- I believe that 90% of guys will mess up a relationship with a good woman for a woman who is sub-par... scientifically proven --- I get bored in relationships easily... some say its my downfall.. I say its either because my lifestyle was too fast for them or they couldn't keep up.. oh well... things happen for a reason --- Nothing drives me over the edge more than a guy who can't keep his word.. my time is precious and not to be wasted, so I would rather not deal with misconceptions and lies --- A lot of people think my personality is schizo.. I'm starting to consider the possibility that it may be true, minus the delusions lol --- I HOPE global warming keeps messing up the winter... I hate cold --- I often have evil thoughts when someone uses bad grammar, crosses in front of me while I'm walking, and certain times when I'm deep in thought --- The only thing I'm looking forward to right now in my life is GOING to the army --- I'm always 2 seconds away from pulling a trigger when someone ignorantly says, "Oh, you're going to the army because your man is in the military, right?" NO! Whether he was with me or not I was planning on leaving... I don't let men dictate my movement (but if they're important enough I may factor them into my plans) ---I have 3 basic types that I date: 1) the undercover nerd/intellect, 2) the mysterious silent type, 3) the rebel with tattoos and piercings.. nationality doesn't matter --- Some say that I have a secret life... I say that I just choose not to talk about it so freely --- I'm voted by my friends to most likely to be in a long relationship, perfect marriage, etcetera etcetera... I beg to differ.. I'll be lucky enough to get to that point.. Ha, Who the hell is gonna tolerate my disturbed mind for the rest of their life? Good luck with that ---

I have a secret addiction to music by evanescence, Linkin Park, Pink, and Green Day --- I have 7 tattoos with 7 complete stories --- I may have to wait a year AFTER i get my diploma to have a graduation ceremony --- I can sum up whether or not I am going to like a person in 2 conversations --- I hate watching TV --- Japanese Anime, peppermint ice cream, and bubble baths make me smile --- I like reading and taking risks --- If everything else in my life fails, I've decided that the cop-out plan will be to go back to my country, the Philippines --- I'm deathly terrified of silence, standing on the edge (esp. buildings), and clowns --- I want a chance to tell Drake that his whole album was the story of my relationship --- I officially found "myself" 3 years ago... take it how you want --- "Flectere si neqeo superos, Acheronta movebo... faber est quisque fortunae suae"... Its Latin figure it out...

And thus conclude my rant of thought for the evening...

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